I GET AROUND!!

for the ignorant, arrogant family members who have absolutely no concern for my well-being but whatever makes them appear "caring" to in-laws.. i ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to waste any more of my fucking time at courage kenny. if you think it's such a great idea for me to go to courage kenny- THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU SUPPORT ME WHEN I WAS ATTENDING THAT WASTE OF TIME?! i went back there at least three times in hopes that MAYBE they'd help me get my driver's license back and seeing as i didn't help jerk them off with the advocacy i LACKED- they just disregarded me and failed me EVERY FUCKING DRIVER'S TEST. it got to the point where i KNEW i was capable of driving- so i went out and passed my knowledge test for driving at least THREE times to get my driver's permit- the idiotic therapist kevin asked me how i got my driver's permit (i'm assuming because he figures i'm too stupid to do anything like everyone else in this world) and i told him i passed the knowledge test in burnsville. HOWEVER- since people assume i'm stupid like my mom and i'll just do what they want me to do- they made me take a cognitive test and i failed that. IF my family actually cared about me- they'd be seeing how they can help me so i can drive again, since a responsible person needs a way for transportation and lyft and other transportation methods aren't always convenient. my family doesn't give a shit about me though!.. so i'm moving to an area where they ACTUALLY have a better transportation system.. so i don't just sit in my apartment every fucking day doing NOTHING because you know what happens when stacy has too much time on her hands doing NOTHING? trouble. i always manage to find a way to get in to trouble. that's ANOTHER reason why i'm moving to a bigger city.. they always have something to do- SO THAT LEAVES LESS TIME FOR TROUBLE. if amanda actually cared about me- she'd remove her head from her own smart ass and realize all this because after all- SHE FIGURES I'M TOO STUPID TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS ON HOW I LIVE MY LIFE! because i'm not regressing my abilities and i refuse to go BACK in my rehabilitation progress- she doesn't find any reason to talk or support me. even though this is MY life- NOT whatever's more convenient and beneficial to naive people who only care when it's beneficial for their lives! worry about your own fucking self and stop trying to attempt to make it seem like you actually care about me, mom and amanda. you're just gonna frustrate me into taking risks to do stupid things i can't turn back from. *GASP* YOU DON'T CARE AS LONG AS IT'S CONVENIENT AND BENEFICIAL FOR YOURSELVES! you two obviously don't care about ME because if you really did- YOU'D BE PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WANT FOR MY LIFE.. BECAUSE IT IS AFTERALL MY LIFE. my grandma recognized that, she just was aware that she was naive and not fully aware of everything i needed to get where I could be truly happy and she stupidly put her confidence in someone JUST as naive as her (if not MORE) to "help" me. so as long as my driving privileges are stripped- THAT JUST GIVES ME MORE OF A PUSH TO GO SOMEWHERE WHERE TRANSPORTATION IS MORE AVAILABLE AND ACCESSIBLE SO I CAN LIVE MY LIFE SUCCESSFULLY AND HAPPILY! IF MY MOM OR ANY OF MY OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS ARE TOO FUCKIN STUPID TO FIGURE THIS OUT- THAT'S ON THEM. I'M DONE LETTING YOU ASSHOLES DRAG ME DOWN SO YOU LOOK GOOD TO EVERYONE ELSE. get a life which doesn't require your disabled family member to look more vulnerable and helpless than they really are in order to make you look like you actually care and support the disabled family member. losers. "YOU GOT THIS!"